Unplugged

I feel as though my husband is unplugged. I don't know when the last time we talked that did not include money or finances. I know nothing about what goes on with him at work. He never talks to me about any thing, except when he wants to talk about his fantasy football team. That's about as interesting as watching paint dry. In fact, I know I have been more excited about dry paint than his f***ing team.

And the man become a machine of bodily functions. Just letting the most disgusting farts and burps fly. Does he really think I am suppose to find him attractive afterwards? No!!! That is as impressive as when he showed me his porn collection as a teenager when we first started dating. If he thinks he is getting any sex for Christmas or our anniversary, or New Year's, he is seriously misguided. I will not be just a hole for him! I deserve better. I am currently at the bottom of his list with everybody and everything else first. I wish I was still hot so that at least somebody of the male population would send a little attention my way.