Yet again

It never seems to fail that when I go to the grocery store, my husband bitches. And I mean every fucking time without fail. This time was no exception. (for his record, it was about the salsa, chicken, and buying cleaning supplies at Kroger rather than anywhere else.) He bitches when I don't go and he bitches when I do go. So, why in the hell would I want to go do something if I am going to get bitched at either way. Doesn't make any sense to me. Just wanted to put it out there as a record. He is a bitcher.

And here is a useless list of things I can't stand but do anyway. And they are in order of least favorite to most tolerable.
1. Going to the dentist
2. Putting up with my mother law
3. Going to the grocery store.
4. Anything else

I am bored

I am completely bored. I was going to be spending a quiet evening with dh watching tv doing mindless work when he got a better offer. He went to go play tennis with a friend. Understandably so. I probably would have gone too if I wasn't leaving him on Friday to go scrap.

Anyways. I need attention. Seriously. I just need somebody to pay attention to me. Make me the center of their world for a while. I don't know. Just something other than speaking the phrase "I've got (fill in the blank) in my pants." Anything else will do. Anything

I wish I were hot again. Like the way I looked prior to getting married hot. I remember one time that a guy saw me at a gas station as he drove by. Stopped and turned around just to come hit on me. That is the kind of attention that I used to get and would love to get again. I want to get a 2nd look from men as they pass by. I want somebody to blatantly look me up and down with no regards to getting caught. That would make me happy. Seriously happy.

So, in conclusion...I am bored, need attention, and wish I were hot again to get attention.

The end.